#tbf i think a SOLID amount of it is my brain playing tricks on me
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Sitting in bed with my button up and binder both halfway undone because
mY STERNUM HURTS
#why????????#i got surgery around it not on it#maybe its the direct pressure instead of pressure around it when i used to bind????#maybe blood vessel injury or tissue injury while i was in surgery????#maybe just wearing a tight binder for a week straight hurts#idfk#the relieved pressure but still pressure on the actual wounds (to the side and still getting the wrapping + binding affect rn)#feels very nice#i find it very funky that only after unwrapping and seeing my new chest am i feeling anything like actual pain#tbf i think a SOLID amount of it is my brain playing tricks on me#i feel pain where i KNOW i cant actually feel anything but it looks Gnarly so im Thinking About It#but also having drains out means lifting my arms hurts again#anyways#back to dragon book
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